Excerpted from "Secret Notes of a Guru" (1952)
March 14, 1952
Some nights ago, [in a dream vision] I saw a green serpent descending from "Ursa Major." Then I said to myself, “This is something bad, something very tough for me." That green serpent was the matrix of an omened event that awaited me.
In fact, today, Friday the 14th of March, that bad omened event was fulfilled precisely for me: in an unjust manner I was locked up in the municipal jail of Ciénaga. I destroyed the green serpent, and therefore I believe that soon I will prevail and will be released.
I am writing these letters in jail. In this place I hear only immodest and vulgar words. Only crimes and vices are spoken of here... It is repugnant... Nevertheless, I remain serene. Thus, this is how the Initiate must be.
One must learn how to smile while in the midst of any adversities. It is necessary to learn to live like Daniel in the lions’ den. How beautiful is this wonderful school of life... Now, the new era will come and there will be light, wisdom, and beauty.
But before these arrive, they shall lay their hands on you, and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues, and into prisons, being brought before kings and rulers for my name's sake. - Luke 21:12
For so persecuted they the prophets which were before you – Matthew 5:12
Therefore we, the heroes of the light must not be afraid...
Let us read of the prisons of Paul, so that we can become aware of how much the prophets who were before us have undergone.
The Sun seems to be sinking already there in the West this afternoon, and still I remain locked up in this prison. The prisoners and guards converse; they speak about horrible things... I just received a visit from a “disciple of mine;” she is a very sorrowful lady, yet her visit cheered me a lot... We, the children of the Light, form a universal fraternity.
Another day has finally dawned in this jail. Last night, my “Innermost” instructed me and told me that at these moments I need to have the mind of a "lawyer" and of a "sword." My Innermost is right, because at these moments I need to defend myself before my executioners... at these moments I need to have exact thought and precise concept.
The morning is cloudy and some prisoners speak with the guards through the bars of the jail. A prostitute is seated there; they spoke about everything, even about nastiness.
Today I have been thinking about accepting the offer of my disciple Israel Bermúdez. This brother offered a hamlet house to me, so I can live in it with my family... I had thought to remain in Ciénaga for an indefinite time, but this is impossible for me in view of the fact that these executioners from the official science, these tenebrous ones, will not leave me alone, they hate me to death because of having written The Perfect Matrimony and The Revolution of Beelzebub.
Their accusatory affidavit textually said the following:
“This man, in addition to committing the crime of healing the ill, is also the author of a book entitled The Perfect Matrimony, which is an outrage against public morality and the good customs of the citizens.”
Thus, by all means, they are looking for any circumstantial evidence as a cause in order to hurt me. The worst crime they accuse me of is to fulfill the wisdom of the Gospels: to heal the ill. Thus, the official physicians are at war against me.
Therefore, as soon as I leave this jail, I will travel to Fundación in order to speak with my disciple Israel Bermúdez and to accept his offer. Thus, there in the fields of the country, a few kilometers from Fundación, I will be able to live peacefully, in contact with the great mother Nature, "ISIS," Mary, or Maya... Hopefully, the executioners of the official science will leave me alone there.
The science of this twentieth century is tenebrous... Now the physicians of official science have under their service armies of police... thus, they incarcerate and martyrize others ... and those clinics make demonstrations of their police power. How ridiculous is this mixture of medicine with bayonets! The sacred science of Hippocrates, Galen, and Paracelsus has become "jails," gendarmes, and guns... What horrible profanation... everything in this twentieth century is tenebrous... Yet, I have my sight gazing upon the children of Aquarius...
Today, I defended myself against my judges, and my defense was so bright that it caused astonishment. I myself was astonished by what I said.
Settle it therefore in your hearts, not to meditate before what ye shall answer: For I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which all your adversaries shall not be able to gainsay nor resist. And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake. But there shall not an hair of your head perish. In your patience possess ye your souls. - Luke 21:14-19
This twentieth century is an epoch of unprecedented darkness; never has there been known an era more black. Everywhere, wars and rumors of wars are heard. People only talk of killing and being killed; the words "to kill," or "was killed," or "he killed" are only heard on those planets where the human evolution has failed. Such a horrible word belongs to the "Avitchi" [hell]. On the black Moon or "Lilith" and on the Earth, that word is heard everywhere. Today, there is no place upon our Earth where such a repugnant word is not heard. All of this is evidence of the horrible failure of our terrestrial evolution. The human evolution has failed. Equipped armies are seen everywhere. This corrupted civilization will be destroyed in blood and fire. Our Lord the Christ clearly spoke about this in the following verses:
And when ye shall see Jerusalem compassed with armies, then know that the desolation thereof is nigh. Then let them which are in Judaea flee to the mountains; and let them which are in the midst of it depart out; and let not them that are in the countries enter there into. For these be the days of vengeance, that all things which are written may be fulfilled. – Luke 21:20-22
Soon the third world war will explode and this present civilization will be destroyed in blood and fire. The whole Earth will become a gigantic cemetery where only crosses, crosses, and crosses will be seen... And we will plant the flag of Aquarius on the smoky ruins of that enormous cemetery...
The new era (the Golden Age) is a birthing of nature, and all birthing is painful. Only a select group of souls will be able to have physical bodies in Aquarius, where there will be light, wisdom, and beauty; the first resurrection is in Aquarius (its Golden Age), because the second will be in Sagittarius.
Blessed and holy is he that hath part in the first resurrection: on such the second death hath no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and shall reign with him a thousand years. - Revelation 20:6
The sum of a thousand years is Kabbalistically construed as follows: 1+0+0+0 = 1; meaning, a cosmic age. Such ages last for 2,000 years. During those two thousand years of Aquarius, the selected humans will be priests of God and of Christ, and will reign with Him throughout the era of Aquarius. Then, borders will disappear and the whole Earth will be a single mother country of love and brotherhood.
Nevertheless, in the age of Capricorn another black age will return; then, all of the evil souls who are entering into the abyss at this moment will again return to reincorporate themselves upon our Earth. Then, they will get another magnificent opportunity so that they can repent of their evilness.
And when the thousand years are expired, Satan shall be loosed out of his prison. And shall go out to deceive the nations which are in the four quarters of the earth, Gog and Magog, to gather them together to battle: the number of whom is as the sand of the sea. And they went up on the breadth of the earth, and compassed the camp of the saints about, and the beloved city: and fire came down from God out of heaven, and devoured them. - Revelation 20:7-9
In the age of Capricorn, the demon-souls will receive another opportunity so that they can repent. Even Javhe himself will have physical body. And Javhe will be born in the lands of Judah, and the Jews will present him as their Messiah, they will state that Javhe was their long awaited for Messiah, and Javhe will perform deceptive miracles and prodigies; then the totally irredeemable souls will definitively return with Javhe to the abyss... There, in the abyss, those souls will pass through the second death. This is how those personalities already separated from their “Innermost” will be disintegrated little by little amidst the weeping and gnashing of teeth.
And the devil that deceived them was cast into the lake of fire and brimstone, where the beast and the false prophet are, and shall be tormented day and night for ever and ever. – Revelation 20:10
This event will occur within 4,000 years with some more or less fractions of time, at the (Golden Age) beginning of the era of Sagittarius. This distant future event will be accompanied by the sinking of their contemporary continents, then there will be a total geological change.
And I saw a great white throne, and him that sat on it, from whose face the earth and the heaven fled away; and there was found no place for them. And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works. – Revelation 20:11, 12
The dead who were judged are the living dead, those evil souls that are divorced from their “Innermost.” The book of life - which is the book of the enlightened ones - as well as all karmic books exist in the astral plane. Every soul has its own book, where all of their accounts are written.
And the sea gave up the dead which were in it; and death and hell delivered up the dead which were in them: and they were judged every man according to their works. And death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death. And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire. – Revelation 20: 13-15
The second death is the disintegration of perverse personalities who are divorced from their "Innermost," the lake of fire is the abyss, or Avitchi, a submerged plane of consciousness.
Today I have been meditating in all these things; now the Sun is setting and I am still in jail.
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